Saturday, September 15, 2007

fifth day of chemotherapy

AM:

Again, I slept early last night. I can't wait to just lay myself in the bed and hope that everthing is over. The nausea is getting continous now and my appetite also was not showing any better. The nurse has been telling me to stay stronger and try not to think about it.
I woke up with some residual sleepiness. After shower, I tried to do other things or continue my drawing, but I lazied my self again in the bed until mid morning.
My brother is on the opposite ward and through my wife, he is having a generalized bone and bodyache following the injection (the bone marrow must have been more active now ). I should really thank and appreciate him for being so kind and willing to take all the pain just to let me have another chance of possible recovery. He told me: Remember! 18th Sept will be the day that 'we' will be united. I wish that our family relationship will getting stronger and stronger....
And also, thanks again to everyone outside there who has always being supportive.....
Opps,....the consultant just popped in and he asked me how do I feel today. He told me that the other type of chemotherapy will start after lunch, and gave some tips to manage the side effects and to get more comfortable for the rest of the day. Thank you, doctor...

30 comments:

Robin said...

Dear Wolf,

You and your brother are both superheroes!

Robin will be dropping by tomorrow am.

Stay strong and have faith!

Mrs Grumble said...

Dr Bones....
Can u imagine you have fly this far....and the end of this just around the corner...we cant wait to celebrate.....the moment of truth....

Robin.....send my regards to our beloved Dr Bones and ask him to draw one nice artwork for PUMPKIN Family, so we can frame for the new hse soon....hehheheheh

Darna said...

Hi Wolf,

Thank you so much for keeping us posted of your day to day experiences in spite of the discomfort that you are going through....

Hug your brother for me! I have not met him but I could tell that he is a wonderful person and he loves you so much. :-)

Superman said...

Hi Wolf,

I am on the border between Thai - Burma and thinking about you.

You can do it, brother.

sbanboy said...

Hi Dr Razak

Just dropping by and checking on you.... You are in my prayers as always. May God give you strength when you feel that there is no more strength left. May He empower you to keep on fighting. Maybe He grant you peace of heart and mind.

I will keep Sep 18th on my mind and I will praying for a successful bone marrow transport.

I will ask your wife if it is ok to drop by to visit u one day. Take k and God bless

Storm said...

Dear Wolf, you are my superhero! You are doing so well; everyday that passes, we are closer to seeing you fully recovered.

We think about you and pray with you. September 18 is in our minds and will forever be a special day for all of us that love you.

My thoughts and prayers to your wife and children, and my gratitude to your brother, another real hero.

sbanboy said...

Oppss correction ... will be praying for a successful bone marrow transplant

sbanboy said...

Hi me again ...

Just to let u know that I have linked to your blog. I have asked friends and readers of my blog to pray for you and your family.

Take k

Anonymous said...

HAI RAZAK,

assalamualaikum, how are you today?
be strong, zikrullah sebanyak mungkin. insya allah......

kamariah

Anonymous said...

Hi doc,

Hope u can get well soon. U can do it! :)

Stay strong & believe urself!

just me said...

Hopped over from sbanboy's blog

Stay strong.

Prayers to you, wife and brother and every success on your op on sept 18

Robin said...
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Robin said...

Wolverin,

Remember what you told Robin before?
"Life is A Journey, and Life is Beautiful"?

Robin know you can do it, Wolf!
We are here with you.

My prayer and thought to you, your wife, kids and your brother.

Batman said...

Dear Dr,

Everything will be fine after 18 September, Be strong and stay faith!

Superman said...

Dear Wolf,

I am here with my patient here in the hospital far away from his home to start his new life.... like yours.

My mind, my thought and my prayer always for you... to be strong... make it through..

I remember my promise that I will go and see you in November... and I am sure that you will be there...

Mrs Grumble said...

Dr Bones...
Sept 18 .....every minute will be our pray for you....InsyaAllah.....you can make it happened....Lets pray to the One...

Dr Sheliza...
Please be patient and please remember we always with you and family.... we are family....the strongest wife who always i admire...tats u are....

Erin (TMF) said...

Dear Dr. Razak (a.k.a. Wolf),

Wishing you continued strength, courage and, of course, superpowers, through this time of transformation.

All my best,
Erin
TMF

sbanboy said...

Counting down to Sept 18 .... before I sleep ... you are on my mind and my heart utters a prayer to God for you and your family and when I am awake ... I will remember you in my prayers. Will be praying for you as always.... take k

yltan said...

Dear Dr Razak (Wolf)

I read about you on Sbanboy's blog. I do wish you are on your way to recovery. Well done to both you and your brother. You guys are just great! speechless..

Do take care now.

Cheers!

[danial][ma] said...

hej!
my pray for you & your brother on a successful bone marrow transplant, and may GOD give you strenght to face HIS test. Be strong, by HIS grace, you and family will go through this moment with patience. may you and family have a blessed ramadhan.

cheers! danial ma - tyne&wear, uk

Storm said...

Dear Wolf,

happy birthday to you! new life, I will pray to your new cells to make themselves at home in your body.

See you soon

Robin said...

Dear cell,

Wolf will take good care of you, grow well and love your new house.

Wolf - happy birthday!

Coffy said...

Hi Dr,

Together with this msg is my pray for you. Whole day pray for you for the success of the infussion and the gaining of the new life.

Stay strong and belief in your self.

Best regards,
Kia Fui (MF)

Anonymous said...

hai its me again, how are you?
hope you feel better today......
we miss you......
siti send her regards to you....

hai sheliza, selamat berpuasa. stay strong, you can do it....

kamariah

Anonymous said...

Dr Razak,

You are always strong and such a cheerful leader.

You will go through this!

SYann

dancer said...

Dear Razak,

Be strong and optimistic, all will go well.
Thought about you today and my prayers will always be with you.

Dr Vijaya Sangkar Jaganathan
Haematologist
UMMC

Syima said...

Ajak..Be optimistic & strong.Don't ever forget The AlMighty Allah.Have faith to HIM.I believe you can face this.

To your bro, Congrats!! Wow! you are really a wonderful brother, man...

Sheliza.... Be patient& strong.I really admire your strength, sis.

Cells....Hoping you are enjoying your new home. Your new master will take a very good care of you.Pls grow well & be kind to him.

Storm said...

Dear Wolfpup,
welcome to your first full day of new life! I am so full of hope for this journey of yours. It was such a joy to see you on skype! you made our day.

keep up the good work!

pt said...

Hi Dr Razak,

This is Poh Tiong. Stay strong. You will have blessing from me as well.
Soon, you will notice how fast time actually passes by.
/ pt from penang

arsaili said...

kasih seorang brother...